make mine a double espresso...

• the way you would ride me.

  Posted: August 31, 2009, 4:27 am by kahawaMoto

  Mr. Man
  Mr. Lover
  Mr. Man who i would marry
  Who's babies i would
  Gladly
  Carry
  Again and again and again and again
  
  The way you would ride me
  The way i would ride you...
  Moments i think about
  Everytime i'm with another brother
  Who may seem similar
  Whose touch is familiar
  But doesn't quite meet your criteria
  Everytime...
  I think of another
  
  The way you would ride me
  The way i would ride you...
  Moments i think about
  Everytime i feel another's caress
  Whenever he grabs on my chest
  And tries to squeeze,
  Like you squeezed...
  I need some of that Marvin Gaye,
  That Sexual Healing, i still can't quite get the feeling...
  
  The way you would ride me
  The way i would ride you...
  Moments i think about
  When he comes over and tries to get freaky
  Feeling on my panties to check if they're sticky
  Putting his ear to my mouth to hear my heavy breathing
  He'd do his best, but it still wasn't the same thing...
  
  The way you would ride me
  The way i would ride you...
  Moments i think about.
  
  -by kahawaMoto.

• gone too sone...

  Posted: August 28, 2009, 11:28 pm by kahawaMoto

  My laptop was stolen today. My laptop and my external hard drive. Over 90 gig of songs, movies, photos, series, stand up, the occasional porn clips, random art, my POETRY, my articles, EVERYTHING!!!
  
  The fuckers broke the lock on my door, got into my room and took the laptop, and the external. I just went to the shops for about an hour and a half, to use the cyber and buy groceries. I came home and found my door open.
  
  When i'm angry/ sad/ depressed... I eat. I eat alot. Good thing today i bought mostly fruit and veg. I've eaten 6 apples, 2 pieces of chicken and 2 pork chops. Now i'm on the vodka.
  
  I can't sleep in my room tonight coz the lock is broken. Anyone can walk into my room at anytime. I can't believe some random was in my space.
  
  FUCK!!!
  
  I'd only had it for just over a year. It's gonna be complex claiming the insurance coz i bought it in Kenya and it was stolen in S.A. I just filed the police report. (the cops took almost two hours to come through) i know it won't help. That laptop is gone! But protocol has to be followed.
  
  Till then, i'm muttering ''fuck me sideways, fuck me sideways, fuck me sideways, fuck me sideways, fuck me sideways...''

• ...

  Posted: August 26, 2009, 8:16 pm by kahawaMoto

  I went to bed drunk last night. That's the only thing that has been a constant for the past five days.
  
  /////////////// into drunken slumber i drifted ///////////////
  
  So i dreamt that some random people from different stages of my life, and I, moved to an antique mansion right next to village market. Random. I know. Some parts of the dream were vague, we were having a party at some point and i think i fainted. (in my dream, i had an out of body experience when i was unconscious) and my friend Izo apparently knew first aid. He revived me etc, etc. After i came to, me and him were making jokes about how it was hard for him to find the spot to do compressions for CPR, coz my boobs were in the way. Just funny stuff.
  
  In real life, i know Izo from a church i used to frequent in my early high school days, he was a dancer. But he was about 23 at the time. I must have been 15. We were really cool. He's like a brother to me. Taught me a few chords on the guitar, we used to pray together and have bible study... Although i'm off the christianity wagon, we still check on each other once in a while.
  
  Back to the dream...
  
  So we went to village market, (remember coz our antique mansion is right next door!)
  And there was this dance thing. And different people were performing. My ex... Who was/is a killer dancer, (i would think lustfull thoughts in church when he used to dance), so my ex was having a performance and his group was a person short, i told him ''dude, Izo is a really good dancer!'' they killed it on the stage, i was soooo proud!!! My man and my big brother, screaming fans, etc etc.
  
  The rest of the dream was fuzzy. Turns out we got free meals at the mansion, and free maid service, crazy things!!!
  
  So i woke up sometime this afternoon, and i was like... Dude!!! I have to call (Read: facebook) Izo and tell him about my funny dream! It had been so long since we had caught up... I was still high from last night's booze, trying to go throught my facebook friends looking for Izo.
  Then i remembered a newpaper from last year, (my mom sends me newspapers from home sometimes. Newspapers and magazines). And his picture was in the obituaries. I remembered that he and his fiance had passed away in a car accident.
  
  I can't believe it totally slipped my mind.
  
  r.i.p Izo... :(

• they were made for me to master...

  Posted: August 21, 2009, 12:24 am by kahawaMoto

  It's been a minute since my free lancing days... Since then i've been, well.. Letting my finger's do the walking. I wrote about it on a previous post.
  Those who do it, know that you can't effectively 'handle business' without visual or mental stimulation. I won't dwell so much on the visual stimulation. Porn is porn. We all have preferences, mine's interacial (preferably a black guy, and a really busty girl). I'm quite busty myself, i don't know if that's the connection, but that's my niche.
  
  On to the mental stimulation, we all have fantasies, we all have thoughts that excite or stimulate or whatever...
  
  When i'm 'handling business' specific people and situations come to mind.
  In no particular order, these are the people made for me to master... Read: masturbate over ;)
  
  -chef dude. A guy i dated back in 07. Top 5 best sex experiences. Half black half french or something. He is sooooo sexy!!! And yes, he is a chef.
  
  -K. Love of my life/my first love, my first everything. We were together for close to 3 years. He knew/ knows my body the most. Sex wasn't just sex with him.
  
  -HER. The her i've been ranting about. The one who the l-word post is all about. My first (and only) lesbo experience. The one i can't wait to get home and do more stuff to. My THAT. Miss bootyfull. She just turns me on. Period.
  
  -tall, dark and straight up delicious. Me and HER actually both want to do him. He... Is... So... Fine. I like my man like i like my coffee. Dark and strong. sometimes i thinl of getting sticky with him and HER at the same time.
  
  -marlon wayans. There's this scene he's in, in his latest movie, G.I.Joe. He's running topless on a treadmill. all sweaty and ripped. Take me now!
  
  -random buffalo soldier. I was watching this bob marley video, and they were showing this fine dreadlocked men running through the forest, bathing in the river, there was this one dude! Shit.
  
  -ka mbugua. I talked about him on the post just before this one. I didn't think about him before... But after last weekend... Hehehehe
  
  -bartender from memphizz. There's this club here in P.E called memphizz. He had this tortured soul eyes. They were greenish something. I just wanted to take him home and love him. And ride him. He's a white guy. But damn.
  
  i need to go... Drinking games are calling. But i'll get back to this.
  
  Have a satisfied weekend!!!
  xxx

• sex on a car, in a house and on my bed. Fucking steamy!

  Posted: August 16, 2009, 9:56 pm by kahawaMoto

  So... This weekend was tri varsity weekend. it's a rugby tournament, three universities take part. This year it was held at Rhodes University, that's in grahams town. All the seniors swear by the legendary-ness of the event.
  I HAD TO GO!!!
  we went by road, about an hour and a half from P.E. Drinking games in the van, it was a sunny day, by the time we got there we were maaaaaaddd tipsay!!!
  I had called my friend, let's call him ka-mbugua. (pun very much intended to the wambui otieno sagga!) he said he's gonna be there.
  So... I've known him for about two years now. He's studied at a nearby town here in SA. We're not extremely close but everytime we get together, we do stuff!!!
  He's two years younger than me... Actually me and his older sister were in the same class in primary school.
  So we drank, we drank, we drank, i can't emphasize on the booze enough.
  
  So remember, i was on drought. I hadn't gotten some in forever.
  
  Ummm so he came.
  
  Fast forward...
  
  We started making out and whatever...
  
  We went to this house party in the town. It's a really small town so everything's close together and it gets really crazy during tri varsity. People run around naked, pass out on the road, everything. Think 'varsity students gone wild!!!'
  
  So me and my friends, ka-mbugua ditched his friends and chilled with me and mine. The horniness just checked in!!! We started kissing outside the house, he pinned me to the wall, his hands were everywhere... Then, we moved to the parking lot/garage. Our clothes were on the floor, we fucked on a car!!! The security lights were going on and off. It was so hectic! I was trying not to scream, and it was funny... Hahahahaha!!! We went back into the house.
  Drinks.
  Drinks.
  Drinks.
  
  we went to buy food. Then we just walked around the town... Walking, kissing, dancing, just being drunk college kids.
  Then he was like we should find a b&b or a motel. Yo!!! Hormones are hectic! We actually went back to the house where the party was at, found a room, locked the door, clothes on the floor, yeah ka-mbugua is younger than me, but fuuuuccckk, the sex was awesome! Someone started knocking on the door...
  ''fuck, someone's at the door''
  ''shit i'm about to cum!!!''
  ''don't stop... harder''
  KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!!!
  ''i'm not gonna stop''
  ''fuuuuuuucccckkk! Fuck! I'm cummin!!!''
  
  Hahahahahaha! Then we got dressed and left.
  
  Then we went club hopping on foot. When we weren't drinking, we were making out.
  Hahahahahaha! That boy!
  
  We got on a bus to come back home... I fell asleep at some point. I woke up when i felt him pulling on my zipper. his hand on my clit. Fuck! I wanted to scream! it was some hour in the am so people couldn't see us. Kissing, touching, heavy breathing...
  
  Hahahahahaha!
  
  We got back to my place at around 8 or 9 this morning...
  My housemate heard me screaming when he was getting ready for work. We were both so tired but crazy horny from the ride back. Shit, it had been so long so i enjoyed! Wawawawawawa!!!
  Shit...
  My bed still smells of him.
  We figured it was pointless to put our clothes on so we just slept nude. I would touch him or he'd touch me and we'd do it again and again and again...
  
  It was so hectic!!!
  
  Everytime!
  
  I'm exhausted...

• for: tamaku, GNM, kye, cuppatea, paternostra, wildeyearnings, kenyagayyouth, etc, etc...

  Posted: August 8, 2009, 7:47 pm by kahawaMoto

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  i need to begin with, THERE ARE TOO MANY FINE GAY MEN OUT THERE!!!!!
  
  We went to this thai restaurant for dinner last night, they were supper friendly, the guys who run the place i mean. Me, my girls and a guy actually stayed to hang out with them after the restaurant was closed.
  Turns out the guys who run the place are a gay couple. A white Zambian, Collin and a guy from Thailand, John. They were both so chatty!!! John was giving us girls advice on love and things. He's 33. Advice on love, and free drinks... :) him and Collin have been together for 12 years. Collin's about 48, but they've made it! He was talking about how people make mistakes, how you should be quick to forgive, how if you get into a fight with your partner, it's best to walk away instead of staying and talking shit, coz words can cut deep, many times people say stuff in their anger that could damage the relationship, etc, etc. He talked about how they were so free in thailand. It's and opencountry, they could hold hands, and make out in the street, people are cool about it. People would be happy for them and whatever... It was nice. Getting to hear about it from a guy i now know.
  Random moment: i commented on one of the wall hangings in the lounge, he said he had a similar smaller one... He gave it to me as a gift!
  
  ''drown me in the sweet waters of your envy!!!''
  
  So they ask if we wanna go out. They were going to 'Aqua' a gay club here in port elizabeth. A wasn't too sure about it. He's as straight as the next straight guy... But we managed to convivce him.
  
  To AQUA we went!!!
  
  The music, the lights, the psyche!!! It was awesome!!! that and John wouldn't let us pay for any drinks! We were a kinda big group, 6 of us, plus 5 others who worked at the restaurant. He kept getting shooters! He know's the owner of the club so we got in for free... There were HOT TOPLESS MEN dancing on stage, but it wasn't tacky or whatever... Just sexy!!! :)
  This one bartender...!!! He was just SIX FEET OF FOOOOOIIIIIINNNNE!!! And he was straight! Sweet moses!
  
  We had sooo much fun, even A... At some point we needed to go to the bathroom, and the girl in the stall was taking forever to come out... Turns out it was two guys...! They were young. Musta been 18 or 19. It was the cutest thing!!!
  
  Oh, and some goodlooking les chick tried to hit on me!!! We were just dancing and whatever then she got really close to my face... Wow... Confusion... It was hectic bra!
  
  Again, too many fine gay men out there!!! You should have seen me, kahawaMoto trying to figure out who were tops and bottoms and versatile etc... It was really cool! Hands down the best night i've had in Port Elizabeth so far!!!
  
  I don't think i'd have appreciated it as much if i hadn't stumbled upon some of the gay blogs i follow, so thanks guys!!!
  
  Ps; there was 'gay nude art' at the men's bathroom at the restaurant. I did this blogpost from my phone, but i'll upload the pics (of course i went to the mens loo and took pics!), as soon as i get to a computer.... All i can say is, for Harry Potter fans, ya'll will get to see HARRY'S WAND!!!

• the honsou... that body. SWEET MOSES!

  Posted: August 3, 2009, 2:10 pm by kahawaMoto

  some of the pictures i'm gonna print out for my room.
  eye candy!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

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