make mine a double espresso...

• the L word.

  Posted: July 16, 2009, 2:15 pm by kahawaMoto

  and no... i'm not talking lupus, or loan or land-lord or ummmm... lollipop (i'm clearly running out of words) i'm talking about the t.v series... the one with the women doing things and stuff, and confusing even straight girls... that's where it all started.
  
  so my friend brought me the dvd... two years ago
  at some point i have a very, you know... action filled dream about my friend
  she has a dream about me too.
  
  >>fast forward to a year later>>
  
  we start kinda flirting... ummm... i can't even type this note with a straight face.
  i don't get it though. this girl is... amazing and she makes me feel... (insert mushy, soft, girly stuff).
  
  i'm trying to figure out how to get to the climax-pun totally intended, of my story...
  
  she flirts, i flirt back, it's been going on for months. we hadn't really done any thing physical, except kiss, but two college girls kissing is about as common as, you know... two girls kissing. i wasn't really bi. and i was done with my curious phase... i was what the urban-dictionary would call "bar-sexual" at the time... (look it up!)
  
  >>fast forward to tuesday>>
  i go to her place, nervous as hell, there's a couple of girls... you know, drinking, smoking up, watching funny clips, just having a good time. i wasn't spending the night, had a shit load of errands to do before i went back to school next week.
  we drink, laugh, talk, sit, gossip, bitch, some girl in the corner is doing her nails, more drinks, more kush...
  
  ...she was sitting on me at some point...
  that was some really good kush...
  aw man! can't believe we're out of K.C
  did we just kiss???
  me and her do shots of SoCo in the kitchen
  
  /////i zone out for a minute or twenty/////
  
  it turns out, i AM spending the night.
  we're out of alcohol
  the girls leave, one by one...
  
  we do the whole, changing into p.j's and getting into bed thing.
  we try to sleep.
  nah... i take that back, we didn't try.
  
  the long and the short is me and this girl... we did some things man. we did some things and some stuff... and then, we did some more things.
  
  >>the morning after>>
  what are her boxers doing on my side of the bed?
  i think maybe i should wear my bra now...
  zero awkwardness.
  she's hungry, i'm thirsty...
  we don't talk about it
  we have fries for breakfast.
  i go home some time in the afternoon.
  
  >>right now>>
  we're totally cool
  looking forward to the sequel!

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