make mine a double espresso...
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Cool dude... Turns out, he's not so cool.
Posted: May 10, 2009, 12:03 am by misscaffeineaddict
So i decided to wing it with cool dude who i met at the party over a month back. We hang out at my place, watched stuff, cuddled, bitched about school, it was cool. Nothing worth writing home about, but it was cool. Monday. Tuesday. Wednesday. That's how long it lasted. We hang out on all three days. At some point, let's say about 11pm Wednesday, ALL the attraction i had towards him... GONE! Now, there's nothing i would want more than to expound on the events that led to that moment, but lets just say i've never been put off so quick.
It's times like this i wish my diminishing bi-curious phase would graduate to bi-sexual. Then i'd have a plan B. He actually put me off men. Me. I've been going on about finding the rock where the one is hiding under and now, i'm like, no thanks. Dude put me off! I guess alcohol got the best of me before when i thought he was cool... Ugh.
Something i read from one of my text books yesterday...
Early adulthood (ages 21 to 34):
-failure to achieve intimacy can lead to alienation and isolation.
Maybe that's why i've been hiding out in my room this semester.
:(
Blah blah blah
Fish cakes
Alas a fish cake.
Yet more fish cakes
Guess what ... yeah ... fish cakes.
The end of the fish cakes