make mine a double espresso...

• Ready for Love... Or whatever the urban youth are calling it these days.

  Posted: April 9, 2009, 4:14 am by misscaffeineaddict

  I have been single for longer than i'm proud of. Between getting over my ex, hating men, fearing commitments, one night stands, being a love sceptic and my bi-curious phase, i guess looking for love, or atleast embracing anything close to it wasn't on my to do list.
  
  Now i find myself craving something more. I want the whole nervous when i get to meet his momma, head spinning, pulse racing, nervous sweating, feet pacing, mindless rambling, hand holding, phone calling, photo taking, love making type thing. I want that.
  
  I want to meet him. Progress. I didn't say him or her this time. Yeah. Him. The one who'll make life a bit more pleasant, and make me a mix tape, (or atleast a play list on his ipod) the one who i talked about in my 'i want mine' post,
  i'm in the middle of a potentially good movie. I'll get back to this soon.
  
  The movie was cool. I thought it was. 'the great debaters' denzel washington is timeless...
  
  Back to the post. I guess i wouldn't want or crave intimacy as much if i was home. I have an almost disfunctional relationship with my close friends. We are extremely close so i never noticed the void when they were around. We just had mad fun times, and we'd hate on other couples. They're single too. Go figure.
  
  I just want something of substance. Something intense. I'm forgetting what it felt like. The whole being in love deal. It's not cool.
  
  *Sigh*

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