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• You know i'm crazy right...?

  Posted: March 2, 2009, 11:32 pm by misscaffeineaddict

  I'm the crazy bitter girl in the movies/tv shows...
  You know, the one who over analyses stuff and is always looking for the negative qualities in men, frowning on other relationships and refusing to commit because mr. Right doesn't exist. Nothing within a 10 mile radius of mr. Right exists... Sigh. Well there's been some improvement. I don't frown anymore. Not externally anyway.
  
  Considering the past two years' events, i'm thinking maybe i'll be the bitter passive aggressive single girl for ever. The one whos' friends are asking why they're still single. I used to see that on tv happening to old... Well girls who are way out of their twenties, but here I am, sophomore year and a friend of mine (here's hoping that she never reads this. I knew i should have remained anonymous!) was asking about the last time i dated, and where my love interest is and talking about how i should get a man.
  
  For the past year, i was still still solving personal issues so i knew that's why i was still single. This is the part i, over share... Again... See, i had esteem issues (don't we all) and i didn't want a man to tell me how awesome i am, he could confirm the awesomeness that i was already sure of. I realise i'm drifting so Ummm... Back to topic. Now i'm no where near near perfect and i'd be open to the idea of eating but every dude who tries to hola has an issue. Nothing like a third nipple or hair on his palms... I just get put off by the tiniest things. I have a really low opinion of guys right now.
  
  I took a break from writing this. You know, just to make sure i wasn't going out on a limb with this muse.
  
  There's this freshman. That's all i can say about her. I don't know who might be reading this stuff. I don't need coz drama from school. So yeah. This girl. She's very attractive... And very gay. But it's hot. It's hot that she's a dyke. Not that i get off on that type of thing, it's hot that she knows what she wants. I have no idea what i want... I'm not tryna figure out whether i like guys or girls. God knows i like me some... Mr. Man, but what i want in a man... Clueless. I know exactly what i DON'T want, but i can't keep eliminating what i don't want... It's a really long list. So now what do i do? Ugh... Now i'm rambling...
  
  More of my extinct love life... Or like life... Or even lust life coming up...
  
  Still sighing.
  
  Ooh Ooh, i went grocery shopping today so i get to make a salad for supper:) i make KILLER SALAD!

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