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• Breaking the habit... Or maybe not :(

  Posted: February 25, 2009, 1:43 pm by misscaffeineaddict

  *sigh*
  you know it's gonna be good when i start my post with a sigh...
  So last year, freshman year, second semester, i got tired of being away from home, everything in this town just got to me and i got stuck in a rut. At first i tried to down my problems away with you know... Jack, Johnny and Jim... That only worked until i got broke (student budget blues) my other option was to disappear.
  I wasn't at home so i couldn't disappear disappear. I just went to my room and only came out to pee, shower and collect my pizza from the delivery guy. It was the middle of the semester but clearly. Yeah. So i spent weeks in my room watching laptop, pitying my self, i was beyond crying myself to sleep. I'd just drink. You know... Cheap vodka. I only grew a sad excuse for a spine when my final exams were coming up coz i knew i'd be home in a month.
  This year... Sophomore year. I'm almost sure about what i'm studying. Or so i think... And i know if i work i can kick ass but i'm thinking maybe it's starting again. I cut class today. I was up till 4am drinking milk and watching 'the war at home' so i just decided not to go. I feel terrible. I had issues with my registration so i already missed a couple of lectures. Tests are starting next week but i'm still in bed trying to figure out if something is bothering me. Ugh... I don't know what to do. I'm all for grabbing my problems by their balls but i don't know what this one is... Or if it has balls for that matter
  *sulk*
  
  Progress... I was in close proximity to the bar yesterday, ten minutes to happy hour and no. I didn't go. Yaay me.

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