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• Saturday Morning

  Posted: February 28, 2009, 2:55 pm by misscaffeineaddict

  Usually. I'd still be in bed hangover or just too tired to function... Not today! I'm up doing my laundry and watching south park. I'm up! Oh happy day! Great stuff! I totally didn't get drunk last night.
  
  I was thinking of changing the name of this blog to 'the rantings of a borderline college drunk' but hey! Progress! Next time i'll promise to write about something meaningful. I'll try.

• Breaking the habit... Or maybe not :(

  Posted: February 25, 2009, 1:43 pm by misscaffeineaddict

  *sigh*
  you know it's gonna be good when i start my post with a sigh...
  So last year, freshman year, second semester, i got tired of being away from home, everything in this town just got to me and i got stuck in a rut. At first i tried to down my problems away with you know... Jack, Johnny and Jim... That only worked until i got broke (student budget blues) my other option was to disappear.
  I wasn't at home so i couldn't disappear disappear. I just went to my room and only came out to pee, shower and collect my pizza from the delivery guy. It was the middle of the semester but clearly. Yeah. So i spent weeks in my room watching laptop, pitying my self, i was beyond crying myself to sleep. I'd just drink. You know... Cheap vodka. I only grew a sad excuse for a spine when my final exams were coming up coz i knew i'd be home in a month.
  This year... Sophomore year. I'm almost sure about what i'm studying. Or so i think... And i know if i work i can kick ass but i'm thinking maybe it's starting again. I cut class today. I was up till 4am drinking milk and watching 'the war at home' so i just decided not to go. I feel terrible. I had issues with my registration so i already missed a couple of lectures. Tests are starting next week but i'm still in bed trying to figure out if something is bothering me. Ugh... I don't know what to do. I'm all for grabbing my problems by their balls but i don't know what this one is... Or if it has balls for that matter
  *sulk*
  
  Progress... I was in close proximity to the bar yesterday, ten minutes to happy hour and no. I didn't go. Yaay me.

• VODKA IS FROM HELL!!!

  Posted: February 21, 2009, 1:36 am by misscaffeineaddict

  Second worst hangover in my life ever! I feel terrible, the last thing i remember from this morning is a bottle of vodka. Cheap non-friendly, it's all college kids can afford vodka.
  See, we went out last night. After me NOT planning to go out. Actually i was there by 5pm(happy hour) we left at 3am. Drunk. But good drunk. I remember getting home, talking to the housemates, there's like 10 of us but we make it work. Then the vodka. I finally woke up at 3pm. Was filled in buy the one chick who was actually smart enough to stay sober. (i wanna be like her when i'm older) that we ran around the house, finished a whole loaf of bread and a tray of egg, i fell of my bed at some point, we were cursin each other out. You know, typical drunken stuff. But the hangover's a bitch today! My stomach feels like... I don't even... I can hear it fizzing. Fizzing! Dude. It's the most unpleasant thing ever. I can't eat anything, i'll definately throw up. Ugh... Bad vodka! Bad!

• Skinny girls have more fun!

  Posted: February 18, 2009, 2:31 am by misscaffeineaddict

  I think i've gone down a jeans size. Either that or my jeans are expanding. I want to believe the former is the reason why my jeans are falling. I discovered coz i wasn't wearing a belt... Lets just say people saw a little more of me than they should have at the bus stop... No worries. I have a cute tush. When i get tired of moaning about my weight, i'll stop but for now i'm on it!
  Skinny girls have more fun. They can wear whatever they want and not worry about bumps or folds or whatever. Cute little sun dresses and cocktail dresses don't look too cute in L or XL or God forbid XXL. When they get wasted their friends can carry them to the car. They can wear bikinis... I could go on. I've spent more time than i'm proud off thinking about how awesome life would be if i was skinny.
  Thing is, i have a pretty face. If i had hot body to match, that would just be crazy awesome. Woe unto the random looking dude who tries to hola... And i know that eating is the new not eating, but i'm so sticking to not eating till the next time i get wasted i too can be carried to the car by one person... Without him risking back injury :)
  speaking of getting wasted... I'm thinking of going on an alcohol hiatus... Maybe a month. But that's a post for another day. Later people.
  Ps. Great to see there's more people reading this stuff. Thieeenx!

• I don't know... I refuse to be a sucky blogger/bloggist!

  Posted: February 16, 2009, 11:15 am by misscaffeineaddict

  It's been a while. I'm gonna get serious about this writing thing... i know it's more like sharing my random thoughts, but yeah. I was lying in bed last night thinking about people and what they're into and how they get better at what they do... I'm clearly doing nothing about this writing thing. I can't remember the last time i wrote... Or read poetry. I've read two really good books in the last month both african writers and real life stories... I know lack of inspiration has something to do with it but still... I'm gonna work on it. Before i lose it to. I used to paint, really well for a seven year old, when i was seven... And i lost it (sob) i appreciate pictures, but words are me. My thing... So yeah. This post is really vain. Nothing about the world around me. Just me. Yeah.
  
  P.s... The weight loss thing. I haven't lost anymore... Sucks balls. My kitchen (at school) is still being fixed so Ummm... We have to do fast food for another week. Then yeah. I'll get back on that wagon.

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Fish cakes

Alas a fish cake.

Yet more fish cakes

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