SWEETPOISON

• FESTIVALS...SHMESTIVALS

  Posted: June 6, 2009, 7:06 pm by Mikhie

  On my way to meet Vanessa for the Eppendorfer Landstrassenfest (which I thought would be cool stands , food and music and good fun, but turned out to be an absurd flohmaket (100 for used shoes?? HELLO?)) I ran into the African Markt. And that too was quite a spectacle. Lots of white people in African regalia selling African super cheap african stuff for millions..The icing was dude in the white playing gitaur and the mixed and white kids singing swahili songs but butchering the dialect completely...Tommorrow in Typical African fashion, there will be a church service held in the morning on the same stage as above, I noticed a stall right to that stage where the person was selling voodoo stones... I wonder how that will work out..oh well
  

• Black Thursday

  Posted: June 4, 2009, 4:15 pm by Mikhie

  
  I Know I know I should've worked just a little more on this picture .. Maybe made it a bit brighter?Working with majority of Deutschlands emo alternative crowd makes it hard to get inspiration to play dress up to work.. But this right here is fitting for the 3 day mourning I had prononunced and now that they are up, it's time to pick up the pieces and move on.(Moving on would be so much easier if the ex played his position and stayed away and not played the wounded and crassy ex)

• All the pain and emotions ...

  Posted: June 3, 2009, 3:22 pm by Mikhie

  
  All the pain and emotions of the past few days have left me tired physically, mentally, emotionally..
  I try to keep going on, but my eyes, will not keep the pain inside.. All you have to do is look at me and you can tell behind the smile is a river of sorrow.
  My boss got me this to cheer me up today, it's sad I can't conjure up my taste buds to enjoy it..
  I will survive!
  
  (PS Translation is: Trust chocolate (Kuh is cow in German) Don't be sad. Everything will return to normal)

• Life's Lessons

  Posted: June 2, 2009, 1:42 pm by Mikhie

  I am emotionally exhausted. So much so that It's somehow affecting my Personal well being.
  
  The weekend that started out great ended up a big disaster but I got to learn a couple of lessons and they are:-
  
  

  • when it comes to matters about your future no matter how simple do not trust anyone, figure it out yourself, ask for help when you need it, but double check everything.
  • People take back their word in the blink of an eye.
  • You could be thinking that everything is going swimmingly when someone decides that the future is predictable and the stormy past is a sign of future doom.
  • The people you love and trust the most can say really hurtful things.

  Life goes on.

• yay sara...

  Posted: June 1, 2009, 5:13 am by Mikhie

  This may seem like belated concern but am so glad she won Germany's next top model
  

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Fish cakes

Alas a fish cake.

Yet more fish cakes

Guess what ... yeah ... fish cakes.

The end of the fish cakes