Delusions of Grandeur

  • Midnight

    Posted: June 14, 2009, 8:20 am by chi

    soundtrak: MGMT :: electric feel

    - it’s a little past midnight and i don’t really know why i’m writing this now when i should be sleeping: i have a workout in about 6 hours. i just woke up from a 5 hour nap an hour ago; i just kinda passed out… now you know you’re getting old when you just pass out.
    - my grandmoms is leaving tomorrow evening and we’ve spent most of the day getting ready for her departure. even though we have the language barrier (well, i understand the mother tongue so she tells me anything, but i’m unable to conversate back), i’ve learned so much from her these past couple of months. i’ve learned where my beauty comes from (we look exactly the same) as well as my ‘persistence’ and humor (she’s so funny y’all!). i pray that she has a safe flight/travel back home.
    - i wrote all this stuff this morning; i don’t know if i’m going to post it all, but it was pretty cathartic, putting my random thoughts to paper.
    - LS sent me a friend request on facebook friday. the thing is, he’s crazy and i don’t really like him and he was never really my friend. everybody else friends him because they think ‘why not?’. i’m just thinking: why? that notice is just sitting at the top right of my home screen, mocking me…
    - it’s so daggone hot at night… i can barely get any sleep.
    - Y and i are just emailing back and forth, as i don’t think i could stand talking to him on the phone or face-to-face. i’m keeping a good distance. fortunately/unfortunately, i think things will be better for us this way.
    - busy (social) week this week: coffee with CB, dinner/drinks with ames, breakfast with D; probably in that order. hopefully this summer, trips to NJ, philly and san diego (still hoping…) will emerge. unfortunately, i have too much crap to do this summer like move out and find a house and apply for graduate school (again!).
    - yeah, did i mention that… i’m getting a house dogg! and i’m applying to PhD programs; i’m feeling good about it…

    okay, i need to sleep for real (despite the nap…)

    peace.

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